Submitted by Jason
So, here we are. A little over two months have passed since we've entered this new territory called the mission field. We've quickly discovered that when you completely entrust your life into the hands of the one true living God, giving Him full permission to use your life in any way that He sees fit to further His kingdom, things will rarely go as planned. That's the reality of missions.
In our prayer time leading up to our departure, the Lord has shown me, what I believe to be, specific vision and callings for our ministry. However, the time frame of this vision remains undefined and I've concluded that I prefer it to be that way.
The Lord could have easily given us specific instructions of how to accomplish all of the things that He'd like to use us for. All of the details of where, when, who, what, how, why, etc. could have been made known to us before we ever stepped foot on the Carnival cruisliner in Galveston, Tx in September, but they were not. Only bits and pieces of information were made available to us. Apparently, just enough information for us to know that He was leading and that we were to obey.
If the Lord had given us such specific details of how to go about our days in Belize, our lives would be more about following a schedule instead of pursuing Him daily. While I believe that He is able to show the exact way to go, I believe that He is as much interested in our pursuance of Him as we are in finding intimacy with Him through relying on His presence to guide us.
I believe that the free will that God has given to man has the ability to either accelerate or decelerate the time frame of His vision and purpose in our lives. I believe that He so wants to use us to further His kingdom that He patiently guides us through our weaknesses empowering us to carry the weight of His work into the darkest of places.
In the past few days, Francie and I have had a couple of extremely tough days relationally. While I'm tempted to believe that the enemy is looking for a weakness to expose in us, I'm crediting the Lord for using situations and circumstances to force me to focus my attention on the weaknesses in our marriage pertaining to communication, honor, responsibility and respect, to name a few. It's as if He's showing me that we've come this far without me placing a priority on strengthening our marriage, but it's necessary for me to do so before He can take us to another level in ministry.
Please join with us in prayer as we take the month of December to focus on strengthening our marriage. We will continue to do the work that He's set before us with a renewed commitment to walk in unity before Him believing for an acceleration of His purposes in our lives.
As always, special thanks to those who continue to stand with us, both in prayer and financially.
Friday, November 30, 2012
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
A Key Ingredient
Submitted by Jason
It's been a few weeks since we've posted. A lot has happened in that time. No day seems to play out exactly as we draw it up and we find that time seems to be something that is just a little more difficult to manage here in Belize than we anticipated.
Up until Sept 13th, I was working for USFoods in Charlotte, NC as a delivery driver. For many years, everything that I did revolved around time. I had a very strict schedule. Being on time for my deliveries was an important part of my job. I had an unusual schedule even on my off days. I would generally go to bed around 5pm and awake for work before 1am. The only day that I was permitted to not live by the clock was Saturday, even then, my internal clock would often tell me it was time for bed well before what would be considered normal.
As far back as I can remember, I've always placed a high priority on being on time. To me, being late showed others that whatever you were attending was not important enough for you to be punctual. This has been something in my life that has often times created more tension in my family than fruit. I knew that the Lord wanted to do something about it. At times I would place unrealistic expectations on loved ones that were divisive.
Time here, in Belize, is just a little different. I can't quite put my finger on it, it just is. There's a saying here, "You're on Belize time.". This seems to be the general response from most when you're late for an appointment and apologetic for it. It's usually accompanied by a smile, a shrugging of the shoulders and a throwing up of the hands as if to say, "Don't worry about it, we understand.".
There's a small-town feel to the Spanish Lookout community that we've been living in and around for the last 7 weeks. The pace of life here is refreshingly slower than that of the American lifestyle, or at least the schedule that I kept there. Here, it's not unusual to go into a store and spend more time visiting with friends than shopping. You may go into a store and figure that you should be out of there in ten minutes and find yourself engaged in several conversations before you leave the store an hour later. People just seem to find it more acceptable here to stop and talk. I'm finding myself a little more accepting of this change with each passing week.
About 10 days ago, we received news from our friends from the US, who were originally committed to joining us in Belize as missionaries, but could not at the time that we left. The news was that they had successfully freed themselves of the final obligation that was delaying their departure from the US. These friends are a family of 7. We are a family of 12. We quickly did the math and the equation looked something like this; 12 people + 7 people + 1 house = STRESS.
We quickly realized that we would need to find a place for our friends to rent. We made the need known in the church that we've been attending and almost immediately we had a friend showing us a place in Spanish Lookout that was available for rent. After a few discussions, we were packing our stuff up and moving across town about 4 miles to this new rental. We decided to allow our friends to rent the house that we were originally in. It seemed to be a better fit for both families.
On Saturday Nov 10, I picked up our friends at the Belize City bus terminal, thus beginning their new journey here in Belize. It appears that they arrived at a significant time.
The Lord has been stirring His people here. The hearts of believers here are being awakened. He's awakening gifts and talents in people here that have been lying dormant for a season, or seasons, depending on the individual. In just the past few weeks, I could feel a move of the Spirit building at Fountain Of Life church. I could hear it in the voices of the people attending the weekly home group that Francie & I have been hosting. I can see it in the eyes of the leadership when I've shared our vision with them. It's been a hunger that's been gaining momentum for some time now and I feel fortunate to find myself in the midst of it.
On Sunday, Nov 11, Pastor David Moore followed the worship set by challenging people that were hungry for "something new" to come to the front. As the church responded to this challenge, he released everyone to minister to each other as they feel led. Prayer for healing, prophesy and encouragement began to flow through the body as the worship team continued to minister for almost 2 hours. The presence of the Lord was thick. There was laughter and smiling, tears of rejoicing and chains being broken all simultaneously. That's the Kingdom. When He comes around everything else fades into the background.
The Lord was speaking to me about humility during this time. I was reminded of 2 Chron 7:14 "Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn form their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and heal their land." (NLT). This verse was on my mind throughout part of the service.
Sunday afternoon, following the service, we had lunch with our friends from the US at our house. After lunch we invited a family to join us for fellowship. As they did, two other families coincidentally stopped by and before we knew it, we had a full Sunday afternoon fellowship with 5 families represented. It was beautiful. It wasn't before long that the topic of humility was brought up by one of the men. He confessed that the Lord has been challenging him to do some things that would appear to be very humbling to him.
Monday evening, at our house, we held our weekly home group. This particular evening consisted of 10 adults and approximately 25 children. We had a powerful time of fellowship. I shared with the group that the Lord had put humility on my heart during the Sunday service and the conversation centered around humility for a good portion of our discussion.
Yesterday, a Romanian friend of ours from North Carolina posted 2 Chron 7:14 as her Facebook status.
It's quite obvious to me that there's a key ingredient to a new move of God's Spirit amongst His people...humility.
As always, thanks to all of you who support us with prayer and finances. There are many prayer needs as well as financial needs. Your support is greatly appreciated.
It's been a few weeks since we've posted. A lot has happened in that time. No day seems to play out exactly as we draw it up and we find that time seems to be something that is just a little more difficult to manage here in Belize than we anticipated.
Up until Sept 13th, I was working for USFoods in Charlotte, NC as a delivery driver. For many years, everything that I did revolved around time. I had a very strict schedule. Being on time for my deliveries was an important part of my job. I had an unusual schedule even on my off days. I would generally go to bed around 5pm and awake for work before 1am. The only day that I was permitted to not live by the clock was Saturday, even then, my internal clock would often tell me it was time for bed well before what would be considered normal.
As far back as I can remember, I've always placed a high priority on being on time. To me, being late showed others that whatever you were attending was not important enough for you to be punctual. This has been something in my life that has often times created more tension in my family than fruit. I knew that the Lord wanted to do something about it. At times I would place unrealistic expectations on loved ones that were divisive.
Time here, in Belize, is just a little different. I can't quite put my finger on it, it just is. There's a saying here, "You're on Belize time.". This seems to be the general response from most when you're late for an appointment and apologetic for it. It's usually accompanied by a smile, a shrugging of the shoulders and a throwing up of the hands as if to say, "Don't worry about it, we understand.".
There's a small-town feel to the Spanish Lookout community that we've been living in and around for the last 7 weeks. The pace of life here is refreshingly slower than that of the American lifestyle, or at least the schedule that I kept there. Here, it's not unusual to go into a store and spend more time visiting with friends than shopping. You may go into a store and figure that you should be out of there in ten minutes and find yourself engaged in several conversations before you leave the store an hour later. People just seem to find it more acceptable here to stop and talk. I'm finding myself a little more accepting of this change with each passing week.
About 10 days ago, we received news from our friends from the US, who were originally committed to joining us in Belize as missionaries, but could not at the time that we left. The news was that they had successfully freed themselves of the final obligation that was delaying their departure from the US. These friends are a family of 7. We are a family of 12. We quickly did the math and the equation looked something like this; 12 people + 7 people + 1 house = STRESS.
We quickly realized that we would need to find a place for our friends to rent. We made the need known in the church that we've been attending and almost immediately we had a friend showing us a place in Spanish Lookout that was available for rent. After a few discussions, we were packing our stuff up and moving across town about 4 miles to this new rental. We decided to allow our friends to rent the house that we were originally in. It seemed to be a better fit for both families.
On Saturday Nov 10, I picked up our friends at the Belize City bus terminal, thus beginning their new journey here in Belize. It appears that they arrived at a significant time.
The Lord has been stirring His people here. The hearts of believers here are being awakened. He's awakening gifts and talents in people here that have been lying dormant for a season, or seasons, depending on the individual. In just the past few weeks, I could feel a move of the Spirit building at Fountain Of Life church. I could hear it in the voices of the people attending the weekly home group that Francie & I have been hosting. I can see it in the eyes of the leadership when I've shared our vision with them. It's been a hunger that's been gaining momentum for some time now and I feel fortunate to find myself in the midst of it.
On Sunday, Nov 11, Pastor David Moore followed the worship set by challenging people that were hungry for "something new" to come to the front. As the church responded to this challenge, he released everyone to minister to each other as they feel led. Prayer for healing, prophesy and encouragement began to flow through the body as the worship team continued to minister for almost 2 hours. The presence of the Lord was thick. There was laughter and smiling, tears of rejoicing and chains being broken all simultaneously. That's the Kingdom. When He comes around everything else fades into the background.
The Lord was speaking to me about humility during this time. I was reminded of 2 Chron 7:14 "Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn form their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and heal their land." (NLT). This verse was on my mind throughout part of the service.
Sunday afternoon, following the service, we had lunch with our friends from the US at our house. After lunch we invited a family to join us for fellowship. As they did, two other families coincidentally stopped by and before we knew it, we had a full Sunday afternoon fellowship with 5 families represented. It was beautiful. It wasn't before long that the topic of humility was brought up by one of the men. He confessed that the Lord has been challenging him to do some things that would appear to be very humbling to him.
Monday evening, at our house, we held our weekly home group. This particular evening consisted of 10 adults and approximately 25 children. We had a powerful time of fellowship. I shared with the group that the Lord had put humility on my heart during the Sunday service and the conversation centered around humility for a good portion of our discussion.
Yesterday, a Romanian friend of ours from North Carolina posted 2 Chron 7:14 as her Facebook status.
It's quite obvious to me that there's a key ingredient to a new move of God's Spirit amongst His people...humility.
As always, thanks to all of you who support us with prayer and finances. There are many prayer needs as well as financial needs. Your support is greatly appreciated.
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
The Love Of A Father
Submitted by Jason
It's always interesting to me how the Lord uses the relationship that I had with my father and the relationships that I currently have, as a father, with my children to teach me how He leads, provides for and protects His children.
I've been fortunate to have had what I would consider an extremely healthy relationship with my earthly father, who lost his battle with cancer in Nov of 2009. While, at times, my heart still grieves from his passing, the real grief that I've discovered through his death is the grief of one who lives a life without knowing the love of a father. My intention through mentioning this is not to reopen the wounds in ones life, but solely for the purpose of breathing life into the places of ones being that have been void of life through the power of my testimony and the revelation of God's nature to me.
Some of my earliest memories of my father were of me falling asleep on his chest as he lay on his back on the couch watching sports. He was a man full of compassion and warmth. Although he worked long hours and kept a busy schedule, I never felt like he didn't have time for me. I always felt safer when he was around and his sense of humor was always uplifting, except for those awkward teen years when it was more embarrassing than uplifting.
The Lord often shows me through His word, presence, and revelation how the love of my earthly father mirrors His love toward me. At the same time, He shows me how my relationships with, and how I deal with, my children are an extension of His love toward them.
For instance, if I had something that was precious or valuable to me, I wouldn't ask my 3 yr old to look after it and care for it. I would look for the most responsible and most capable of all my children to look after such an item. If I had a particular task that was extremely important to me that needs to be done correctly, again, I wouldn't ask my 3 yr old. I'd look to the one who I felt was most capable of carrying out that task thoroughly and efficiently. In every father there's an unwritten list of criteria that he uses to judge each of his children that determines which level or category of trust he/she falls into.
I believe that the Lord treats us in the same manner. If you're a believer in, and follower of, Jesus Christ, then you are his child. We, as his children, have developed different levels of maturity and accountability with Him through our conduct.
Sometimes, as a father, you need your child to display immediate obedience without knowing why they are being given a particular task to accomplish. The expectation from a father would be; obey first and ask questions after. This type of interaction is the very thing that develops the trust necessary to show yourself worthy of a greater task in the future. If I had a task that I needed to be accomplished in the future, but none of my children were ready to handle the task yet, I could tell a particular child that he/she will be given this task in the near future and in the meantime I would purpose to equip that child with everything that they need to successfully accomplish it, or I could equip them without revealing the task until I felt that they were ready for it.
Either way would seem logical and acceptable to me.
At this point, I believe that the Lord has spoken to me regarding a particular task that He has in mind for my family and I, but the time is not right for us to step into it. In the meantime, we can confidently approach each day knowing that the very tools that we'll need to successfully carry out this task are being developed in us daily as we tune our ears to His commands and obey first and ask questions after.
There's no greater joy, no greater peace, no greater feeling than placing your complete security in the ever powerful hands of the one that conquered death, hell and the grave. These same ever powerful hands are always ready to embrace a child that doesn't know the love of a father.
If you're feeling a void or unfulfillment in an area of your life, please, call a church in your area or contact us. All information will be kept confidential.
Greater levels of freedom await those who are hungry enough to pursue them.
It's always interesting to me how the Lord uses the relationship that I had with my father and the relationships that I currently have, as a father, with my children to teach me how He leads, provides for and protects His children.
I've been fortunate to have had what I would consider an extremely healthy relationship with my earthly father, who lost his battle with cancer in Nov of 2009. While, at times, my heart still grieves from his passing, the real grief that I've discovered through his death is the grief of one who lives a life without knowing the love of a father. My intention through mentioning this is not to reopen the wounds in ones life, but solely for the purpose of breathing life into the places of ones being that have been void of life through the power of my testimony and the revelation of God's nature to me.
Some of my earliest memories of my father were of me falling asleep on his chest as he lay on his back on the couch watching sports. He was a man full of compassion and warmth. Although he worked long hours and kept a busy schedule, I never felt like he didn't have time for me. I always felt safer when he was around and his sense of humor was always uplifting, except for those awkward teen years when it was more embarrassing than uplifting.
The Lord often shows me through His word, presence, and revelation how the love of my earthly father mirrors His love toward me. At the same time, He shows me how my relationships with, and how I deal with, my children are an extension of His love toward them.
For instance, if I had something that was precious or valuable to me, I wouldn't ask my 3 yr old to look after it and care for it. I would look for the most responsible and most capable of all my children to look after such an item. If I had a particular task that was extremely important to me that needs to be done correctly, again, I wouldn't ask my 3 yr old. I'd look to the one who I felt was most capable of carrying out that task thoroughly and efficiently. In every father there's an unwritten list of criteria that he uses to judge each of his children that determines which level or category of trust he/she falls into.
I believe that the Lord treats us in the same manner. If you're a believer in, and follower of, Jesus Christ, then you are his child. We, as his children, have developed different levels of maturity and accountability with Him through our conduct.
Sometimes, as a father, you need your child to display immediate obedience without knowing why they are being given a particular task to accomplish. The expectation from a father would be; obey first and ask questions after. This type of interaction is the very thing that develops the trust necessary to show yourself worthy of a greater task in the future. If I had a task that I needed to be accomplished in the future, but none of my children were ready to handle the task yet, I could tell a particular child that he/she will be given this task in the near future and in the meantime I would purpose to equip that child with everything that they need to successfully accomplish it, or I could equip them without revealing the task until I felt that they were ready for it.
Either way would seem logical and acceptable to me.
At this point, I believe that the Lord has spoken to me regarding a particular task that He has in mind for my family and I, but the time is not right for us to step into it. In the meantime, we can confidently approach each day knowing that the very tools that we'll need to successfully carry out this task are being developed in us daily as we tune our ears to His commands and obey first and ask questions after.
There's no greater joy, no greater peace, no greater feeling than placing your complete security in the ever powerful hands of the one that conquered death, hell and the grave. These same ever powerful hands are always ready to embrace a child that doesn't know the love of a father.
If you're feeling a void or unfulfillment in an area of your life, please, call a church in your area or contact us. All information will be kept confidential.
Greater levels of freedom await those who are hungry enough to pursue them.
Friday, October 19, 2012
One True Desire
Submitted by Jason
Lately, the hardest thing for me is to be patient. The bible has much to say about patience and the virtue that comes with it and the blessings to be bestowed upon one who displays it. I could list several verses that contain the word patience to prove my point, but yesterday, the Lord used a verse that many Christians, including myself, know very well, to teach me about patience without that word being a part of the verse.
That verse is Ps 37:4, "Delight thyself also in the Lord; and he shall give you the desires of thine heart.". Before I explain how the Lord used this verse to minister to me, I'd like to share the first personal experience that I had with this verse as a young believer.
In 1994 Francie & I left our home state of New Jersey and moved to Arizona. She was 21, I was 20, and we were engaged to be married. In that same year, she conceived Kayla, I learned how to drive a truck, we got married and I gave my life to Jesus all in that year. Arizona was good to us. We lived there for over 8 yrs.
When I became a Christian and started going to church and reading my bible, I would stumble upon scripture that I simply couldn't understand. I would bring these scriptures to the pastor and he'd help me as much as he could. Ps 37:4 was one of these scriptures.
After about 7 years of living in Az, I was ready to move back to NJ. Francie on the other hand was not. In fact she vowed to never move back to NJ. In light of Ps 37:4, I brought the desires of my heart to the Lord. I asked him to speak to her about moving back to NJ and decided that I would not talk with her about this again. I trusted that he would fulfill his word. The only question was, "What does it mean to delight thyself in the Lord?".
At that point, I'd been a Christian for about 7 years. I had a sincere desire to align my life with the scriptures. Somewhere along this journey, I came to realize that I had to decide whether God's word was true or not. Once I had decided that it was true, then I had to realize that it's either all true or none of it is true. Either Jesus is who he said he is and has done what he said he did or it's a fictional book. Everything that it said that was contrary to how I lived my life had to be confronted. Something had to change. The sooner I realized that it was my life that needed to change, because God's word never changes, the better off I was.
So, I wrestled with trying to figure out how to delight myself in the Lord, but moved forward in my Christian walk stumbling over and over. Each time I stumbled, Jesus picked me up, brushed me off and sent me on my way with a loving hand guiding me forward.
I clung to that verse for about a year, wondering if the Lord actually cared about fulfilling his word. I felt that I was doing everything that I could to delight myself in him, but this desire of mine was being ignored.
Sometime in 2002, Francie visited NJ to attend the wedding of one of her closest childhood friends. When she returned to Az she told me of how the Lord had spoken to her about moving back to NJ as she drove down the Atlantic City Expressway. I think I ran out of the room and started packing! So, we did just that. We moved back to NJ and spent the next 5 yrs of our lives there. I can remember thanking God for performing his word in my life by speaking to Francie about my desires, but I couldn't pinpoint where, exactly, I'd delighted myself in him.
This brings me back to my original point of patience.
Yesterday, I was thinking again of this verse. We find ourselves in a place where we wait patiently for the Lord's direction in our lives when all we want to do is get up and sprint towards his presence. Some days are easier than others. Often, I'm tempted to be discouraged on days where it seems like nothing is being accomplished.
I've concluded that Ps 37:4 is much more about delighting yourself in the Lord than it is about receiving the desires of our hearts. As time goes on and you grow in your walk with Christ, you're desires will definitely change. The delighting part never does. Your understanding of how to delight yourself may change, but the command does not.
For me, it has been in this continual process of delighting myself in him that I can now trust that the way that God has for me is better than any desire of mine.
When God's will for our lives becomes our one true desire, delighting yourself in the Lord becomes an act without need of reciprocation.
Lately, the hardest thing for me is to be patient. The bible has much to say about patience and the virtue that comes with it and the blessings to be bestowed upon one who displays it. I could list several verses that contain the word patience to prove my point, but yesterday, the Lord used a verse that many Christians, including myself, know very well, to teach me about patience without that word being a part of the verse.
That verse is Ps 37:4, "Delight thyself also in the Lord; and he shall give you the desires of thine heart.". Before I explain how the Lord used this verse to minister to me, I'd like to share the first personal experience that I had with this verse as a young believer.
In 1994 Francie & I left our home state of New Jersey and moved to Arizona. She was 21, I was 20, and we were engaged to be married. In that same year, she conceived Kayla, I learned how to drive a truck, we got married and I gave my life to Jesus all in that year. Arizona was good to us. We lived there for over 8 yrs.
When I became a Christian and started going to church and reading my bible, I would stumble upon scripture that I simply couldn't understand. I would bring these scriptures to the pastor and he'd help me as much as he could. Ps 37:4 was one of these scriptures.
After about 7 years of living in Az, I was ready to move back to NJ. Francie on the other hand was not. In fact she vowed to never move back to NJ. In light of Ps 37:4, I brought the desires of my heart to the Lord. I asked him to speak to her about moving back to NJ and decided that I would not talk with her about this again. I trusted that he would fulfill his word. The only question was, "What does it mean to delight thyself in the Lord?".
At that point, I'd been a Christian for about 7 years. I had a sincere desire to align my life with the scriptures. Somewhere along this journey, I came to realize that I had to decide whether God's word was true or not. Once I had decided that it was true, then I had to realize that it's either all true or none of it is true. Either Jesus is who he said he is and has done what he said he did or it's a fictional book. Everything that it said that was contrary to how I lived my life had to be confronted. Something had to change. The sooner I realized that it was my life that needed to change, because God's word never changes, the better off I was.
So, I wrestled with trying to figure out how to delight myself in the Lord, but moved forward in my Christian walk stumbling over and over. Each time I stumbled, Jesus picked me up, brushed me off and sent me on my way with a loving hand guiding me forward.
I clung to that verse for about a year, wondering if the Lord actually cared about fulfilling his word. I felt that I was doing everything that I could to delight myself in him, but this desire of mine was being ignored.
Sometime in 2002, Francie visited NJ to attend the wedding of one of her closest childhood friends. When she returned to Az she told me of how the Lord had spoken to her about moving back to NJ as she drove down the Atlantic City Expressway. I think I ran out of the room and started packing! So, we did just that. We moved back to NJ and spent the next 5 yrs of our lives there. I can remember thanking God for performing his word in my life by speaking to Francie about my desires, but I couldn't pinpoint where, exactly, I'd delighted myself in him.
This brings me back to my original point of patience.
Yesterday, I was thinking again of this verse. We find ourselves in a place where we wait patiently for the Lord's direction in our lives when all we want to do is get up and sprint towards his presence. Some days are easier than others. Often, I'm tempted to be discouraged on days where it seems like nothing is being accomplished.
I've concluded that Ps 37:4 is much more about delighting yourself in the Lord than it is about receiving the desires of our hearts. As time goes on and you grow in your walk with Christ, you're desires will definitely change. The delighting part never does. Your understanding of how to delight yourself may change, but the command does not.
For me, it has been in this continual process of delighting myself in him that I can now trust that the way that God has for me is better than any desire of mine.
When God's will for our lives becomes our one true desire, delighting yourself in the Lord becomes an act without need of reciprocation.
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Back To Square One
Submitted by Jason
Thursday night I visited the same small church that I mentioned in a previous post. Once again, I was delighted in, inspired by and convicted by their hunger and how a group of people that collectively have so little, (material possessions), give so much of themselves to the Lord in worship.
The pastor shared a powerful message in James 4 while graciously translating throughout it's entirety in recognition of my attendance. Seemingly, every one of the adults took the time to shake my hand and welcome me following the service. Some struggled in conversation with me in that place where you step out of your comfort zone, fearlessly risking the discomfort and potential embarrassment of trying to communicate with someone in a language which is secondary to you. Others just smiled and blessed me in Spanish.
Nothing blessed me more than the short conversation that I had with the pastor after the service. It was about 9:30 pm as the service ended. The pastor apologized for having to end our conversation abruptly because many of the congregation were climbing into the back of a box truck that he uses to drive them home. Gesturing in a general direction unfamiliar to me, he told me that some of them live up in those mountains and that he picks them up and drives them home. He also told me that the ones that live in the mountains have to walk a little over a mile from their homes to get to the point where he can pick them up. He told me with a smile that they walk through the mud in the dark to get to me. I'm still not sure whose sacrifice has impacted me more; the believers that go to great lengths just to assemble in His presence, or the pastor whose Thursday evening consists of picking up, preaching to and then dropping off the body.
There is a price to be paid for following Him. We knew that when we made our decision to leave everything that we have to follow His call on our lives. The price that believers pay worldwide vary in many ways. Obviously, some more extreme than others. I'd like to preface what I'm about to say by acknowledging that I fully understand that many believers worldwide experience torture, imprisonment and even death as their cost and my price pales in comparison to believers that have suffered in these ways for His name.
One of the prices that we have paid in the recent past is the price of friends, family and acquaintances not understanding how we make seemingly major decisions based on a word from the Lord without a clear understanding of what the next step is. We have learned, and continue to learn, to entrust our lives, the lives of our children and our welfare into the ever capable hands of an indescribable God.
Earlier this week I was "welcomed" into "the ministry" with the task of meeting with the facilitators of the property in which we had agreed to rent to inform them that the Lord has instructed us to go in a different direction and that we would not be renting the property from them. This was a difficult conversation to have with someone who has stepped out in faith, believed in and trusted us by working out our original agreement.
With no explanation other than the Lord's instruction to go in a different direction, I sat at a table before them with a heavy heart as I shared this word with them. My heart was heavy due to the love and trust that we received from this couple and the fact that I was there to break the agreement that we entered into, but at the same time, I understand that I have no business apologizing to any man for obeying what I believe to be the Lord's direction. The meeting went as well as can be expected for such a serious moment. I'm thankful to the Lord for the grace and understanding in which they conveyed toward me.
So, we're back to square one, waiting patiently for the Lord's instruction for the next step in our journey. We have complete confidence in Him that he'll make the way known to us. Until then, we'll live each day looking for opportunities to share the love of Christ with others in our pursuit of His will for us.
Today, I will be going to pick up our "stuff" which arrived yesterday from the states. I have to go to the location that the trucking company uses for pick up and investigate the duty that the customs officials have placed on it.
As always, thank you to those who continue to stand with us financially and in prayer. Please pray for us to have favor with the government here and honesty among the people handling this transaction.
Thursday night I visited the same small church that I mentioned in a previous post. Once again, I was delighted in, inspired by and convicted by their hunger and how a group of people that collectively have so little, (material possessions), give so much of themselves to the Lord in worship.
The pastor shared a powerful message in James 4 while graciously translating throughout it's entirety in recognition of my attendance. Seemingly, every one of the adults took the time to shake my hand and welcome me following the service. Some struggled in conversation with me in that place where you step out of your comfort zone, fearlessly risking the discomfort and potential embarrassment of trying to communicate with someone in a language which is secondary to you. Others just smiled and blessed me in Spanish.
Nothing blessed me more than the short conversation that I had with the pastor after the service. It was about 9:30 pm as the service ended. The pastor apologized for having to end our conversation abruptly because many of the congregation were climbing into the back of a box truck that he uses to drive them home. Gesturing in a general direction unfamiliar to me, he told me that some of them live up in those mountains and that he picks them up and drives them home. He also told me that the ones that live in the mountains have to walk a little over a mile from their homes to get to the point where he can pick them up. He told me with a smile that they walk through the mud in the dark to get to me. I'm still not sure whose sacrifice has impacted me more; the believers that go to great lengths just to assemble in His presence, or the pastor whose Thursday evening consists of picking up, preaching to and then dropping off the body.
There is a price to be paid for following Him. We knew that when we made our decision to leave everything that we have to follow His call on our lives. The price that believers pay worldwide vary in many ways. Obviously, some more extreme than others. I'd like to preface what I'm about to say by acknowledging that I fully understand that many believers worldwide experience torture, imprisonment and even death as their cost and my price pales in comparison to believers that have suffered in these ways for His name.
One of the prices that we have paid in the recent past is the price of friends, family and acquaintances not understanding how we make seemingly major decisions based on a word from the Lord without a clear understanding of what the next step is. We have learned, and continue to learn, to entrust our lives, the lives of our children and our welfare into the ever capable hands of an indescribable God.
Earlier this week I was "welcomed" into "the ministry" with the task of meeting with the facilitators of the property in which we had agreed to rent to inform them that the Lord has instructed us to go in a different direction and that we would not be renting the property from them. This was a difficult conversation to have with someone who has stepped out in faith, believed in and trusted us by working out our original agreement.
With no explanation other than the Lord's instruction to go in a different direction, I sat at a table before them with a heavy heart as I shared this word with them. My heart was heavy due to the love and trust that we received from this couple and the fact that I was there to break the agreement that we entered into, but at the same time, I understand that I have no business apologizing to any man for obeying what I believe to be the Lord's direction. The meeting went as well as can be expected for such a serious moment. I'm thankful to the Lord for the grace and understanding in which they conveyed toward me.
So, we're back to square one, waiting patiently for the Lord's instruction for the next step in our journey. We have complete confidence in Him that he'll make the way known to us. Until then, we'll live each day looking for opportunities to share the love of Christ with others in our pursuit of His will for us.
Today, I will be going to pick up our "stuff" which arrived yesterday from the states. I have to go to the location that the trucking company uses for pick up and investigate the duty that the customs officials have placed on it.
As always, thank you to those who continue to stand with us financially and in prayer. Please pray for us to have favor with the government here and honesty among the people handling this transaction.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
It's About Relationship
Submitted by Jason
Christianity is not about some formula or pattern that we follow to gain God's acceptance or favor in our lives. It's about relationship. As in human relationships, if you value someone or intend on knowing someone better, you make efforts to communicate and spend time with that person, often exposing the vulnerable side of you in faith that you'll not be rejected or hurt. It's the same with the Lord except He'll never reject or hurt you.
Every relationship has different levels of trust. I think that if you're honest in self-reflection, you can agree that you've been both hurt and hurtful in past relationships. They can grow, deteriorate or sometimes come to an abrupt end.
When we stepped out in faith a few months ago and began selling everything possible to *lose our lives, we knew that we were entering into a new season which would bring a new level to our personal relationships with the Lord. This is not a level that can only be achieved by entering the mission field. It's not something that is earned through works. I'm simply stating that for us, there was a relational growth that accompanied the decision that we made to answer the call of the Lord on our lives.
I've been particularly enjoying reading in the gospels about the interaction between Jesus and the disciples. More often than not, the truths that he was revealing to them were difficult for them to comprehend, to say the least. In John 14:11-12 Jesus tells them, "Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.". He goes on to tell them in John 16:7, "But I tell you the truth: It is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Counselor (Holy Spirit) will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you.". Then in John 16:12-13 He says, "I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth (Holy Spirit), comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come."
In my opinion, God didn't need the disciples to reach the lost or show His might throughout the earth. He could have done it many different ways, but He chose to use people to spread the good news of the gospel throughout the nations. Jesus was an example to the disciples of how to minister effectively to further God's kingdom. Through Him going to the Father, He promised that the disciples would be sent the Holy Spirit to guide them in all truth and enable them to "do even greater things" than His own ministry of healing, deliverance and salvation. Access to that same promised Holy Spirit to guide you into all truth and enable you to "do even greater things" is available to "anyone who has faith in me (Jesus)".
We experienced a minor setback a few days ago. The vehicle that we are borrowing while we await the arrival of ours from the states has been in the shop, due to transmission problems, since Tuesday. The Lord has turned this setback into good in more ways than one. Romans 8:28 says, "And in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.". We can have confidence that He's working good in our lives through all things.
It's only through death can we truly appreciate life. After sickness we can better appreciate health. Through lack we can celebrate provision in a greater way. Through hatred we can know love. Through rejection we can appreciate acceptance.
If there's one thing that I've learned this week, it's to know that God may use seemingly disadvantageous situations to lead us, protect us and display His love toward us.
I believe that the disciples experienced this revelation at some point. They were told that Jesus had to leave them so that the Holy Spirit would come to enable them to minister more effectively. The time between when Jesus told them of this truth and when the truth was actually revealed to them is unclear in scripture and debatable.
Be encouraged. It's my hope, and prayer, that if you're facing a seemingly disadvantageous situation in your life that you can trust in God and stand on His truths.
Please feel free to email us with testimonies, prayer requests or questions. We'd love to hear from you and as always, thanks for standing with us in prayer.
*Mark 8:35 "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it."
Christianity is not about some formula or pattern that we follow to gain God's acceptance or favor in our lives. It's about relationship. As in human relationships, if you value someone or intend on knowing someone better, you make efforts to communicate and spend time with that person, often exposing the vulnerable side of you in faith that you'll not be rejected or hurt. It's the same with the Lord except He'll never reject or hurt you.
Every relationship has different levels of trust. I think that if you're honest in self-reflection, you can agree that you've been both hurt and hurtful in past relationships. They can grow, deteriorate or sometimes come to an abrupt end.
When we stepped out in faith a few months ago and began selling everything possible to *lose our lives, we knew that we were entering into a new season which would bring a new level to our personal relationships with the Lord. This is not a level that can only be achieved by entering the mission field. It's not something that is earned through works. I'm simply stating that for us, there was a relational growth that accompanied the decision that we made to answer the call of the Lord on our lives.
I've been particularly enjoying reading in the gospels about the interaction between Jesus and the disciples. More often than not, the truths that he was revealing to them were difficult for them to comprehend, to say the least. In John 14:11-12 Jesus tells them, "Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the miracles themselves. I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.". He goes on to tell them in John 16:7, "But I tell you the truth: It is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Counselor (Holy Spirit) will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you.". Then in John 16:12-13 He says, "I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth (Holy Spirit), comes, he will guide you into all truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come."
In my opinion, God didn't need the disciples to reach the lost or show His might throughout the earth. He could have done it many different ways, but He chose to use people to spread the good news of the gospel throughout the nations. Jesus was an example to the disciples of how to minister effectively to further God's kingdom. Through Him going to the Father, He promised that the disciples would be sent the Holy Spirit to guide them in all truth and enable them to "do even greater things" than His own ministry of healing, deliverance and salvation. Access to that same promised Holy Spirit to guide you into all truth and enable you to "do even greater things" is available to "anyone who has faith in me (Jesus)".
We experienced a minor setback a few days ago. The vehicle that we are borrowing while we await the arrival of ours from the states has been in the shop, due to transmission problems, since Tuesday. The Lord has turned this setback into good in more ways than one. Romans 8:28 says, "And in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.". We can have confidence that He's working good in our lives through all things.
It's only through death can we truly appreciate life. After sickness we can better appreciate health. Through lack we can celebrate provision in a greater way. Through hatred we can know love. Through rejection we can appreciate acceptance.
If there's one thing that I've learned this week, it's to know that God may use seemingly disadvantageous situations to lead us, protect us and display His love toward us.
I believe that the disciples experienced this revelation at some point. They were told that Jesus had to leave them so that the Holy Spirit would come to enable them to minister more effectively. The time between when Jesus told them of this truth and when the truth was actually revealed to them is unclear in scripture and debatable.
Be encouraged. It's my hope, and prayer, that if you're facing a seemingly disadvantageous situation in your life that you can trust in God and stand on His truths.
Please feel free to email us with testimonies, prayer requests or questions. We'd love to hear from you and as always, thanks for standing with us in prayer.
*Mark 8:35 "For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it."
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
15 yr old Andrew
Submitted By Andrew (15 yrs old)
Well, when I first found out that my family was going to be moving to a different country. To be honest, I was pretty bummed and I didn't even know where Belize was! I began thinking about all the things I was going to lose. But I went through it all with the mindset of knowing that in order for me to follow God. Giving things up is a must and it's something that I was willing to do. Thank the Lord I didn't feel all that bad about it either.
During a couple of weeks of going through stuff in the house and everything, I came to thinking of all the positive things to moving, like traveling, starting somewhat a new life, meeting new people, and mostly learning. Of course I'm gonna miss all that I have had but everybody needs a change once in a while. The size of the change doesn't matter.
A lot of the time I would have to back up and notice some of the amazing things that have happened like, Being able to go on an crazy, awesome cruise, meet new people, see different places around the world, and spending more time with my family. Which I have to say had it's ups and downs. :)
When I came to Belize it was pretty interesting, I guess you could call it. It's really nice nature wise, compared to most of The United States. It's awesome seeing different people and wildlife. And surprisingly most of the people down here know or understand at least some English. The stores and shops are very different compared to the states, heck even most of the roads are paved! There's also an amazing place to get ice cream! That is a huge blessing!
On Sunday my family and I went to a church called Fountain Of Life. This church is fairly close to the ones in the States that we recently were attending. I met so many people my age that day, and after the service we all went to a park and played baseball, which was so fun!
Things here in Belize are much simpler and slower than in the States. But I can get used to that. That's mostly what I'm gonna have to do here a lot of times is just get used to it. And I'm OK with that. I hope that one day I'll be able to go back to the United States. But only if God allows it.
I think my main goal right now is to live life and try to follow Gods path for me.
Andrew Jeffers :)
(PS if you know me and would like to contact me. My Facebook name is Andrew Jeffers.)
Well, when I first found out that my family was going to be moving to a different country. To be honest, I was pretty bummed and I didn't even know where Belize was! I began thinking about all the things I was going to lose. But I went through it all with the mindset of knowing that in order for me to follow God. Giving things up is a must and it's something that I was willing to do. Thank the Lord I didn't feel all that bad about it either.
During a couple of weeks of going through stuff in the house and everything, I came to thinking of all the positive things to moving, like traveling, starting somewhat a new life, meeting new people, and mostly learning. Of course I'm gonna miss all that I have had but everybody needs a change once in a while. The size of the change doesn't matter.
A lot of the time I would have to back up and notice some of the amazing things that have happened like, Being able to go on an crazy, awesome cruise, meet new people, see different places around the world, and spending more time with my family. Which I have to say had it's ups and downs. :)
When I came to Belize it was pretty interesting, I guess you could call it. It's really nice nature wise, compared to most of The United States. It's awesome seeing different people and wildlife. And surprisingly most of the people down here know or understand at least some English. The stores and shops are very different compared to the states, heck even most of the roads are paved! There's also an amazing place to get ice cream! That is a huge blessing!
On Sunday my family and I went to a church called Fountain Of Life. This church is fairly close to the ones in the States that we recently were attending. I met so many people my age that day, and after the service we all went to a park and played baseball, which was so fun!
Things here in Belize are much simpler and slower than in the States. But I can get used to that. That's mostly what I'm gonna have to do here a lot of times is just get used to it. And I'm OK with that. I hope that one day I'll be able to go back to the United States. But only if God allows it.
I think my main goal right now is to live life and try to follow Gods path for me.
Andrew Jeffers :)
(PS if you know me and would like to contact me. My Facebook name is Andrew Jeffers.)
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Exactly What We Needed
Submitted by Jason
On Sunday we attended a church called Fountain Of Life. They were celebrating the completion of a 3 wk bible course offered by the church in which about 10 people completed. After the service, to celebrate, they had a pot luck lunch for the whole church. It was outstanding. The food rice & beans, chicken, slaw and desserts were delicious, but more importantly, the opportunity to fellowship with the congregation was exactly what we needed.
Everyone one of our kids disappeared to play with & hang out with new friends after their meal was finished. Francie and I had an opportunity to meet many people during this time. We met the pastor who is from Missouri and an elder who is from Elverson, Pa. (and yes, I had to ask...he is an Eagles fan.)
The pastor announced after the meal that they were meeting at a park down the road at 3pm to play baseball for anyone interested. We left for church around 9:30 am and returned home after 7pm only returning for a few minutes to change clothes to play ball. When we left the park the kids were alive with excitement over their new friends and look forward to tonight's youth group.
I had a nice time of discussion with the pastor about many things that day at the field including our vision and calling, local perception of missionaries, Belize history, government mindsets and ministry experiences and opportunities, to name a few.
Yesterday, we stopped by our friends and had a time of fellowship celebrating the Feast Of Tabernacles according to Lev 23:33-44. They built a sukkah (spelling ?) in which we ate, prayed, sang, learned about the feasts and fellowshiped. As I understand, the Feast Of Tabernacles is basically a time for people born of Israel, Jews, to remember when God brought them out of Egypt. They dwelt in booths made from sticks, branches, leaves, etc... It's an 8 day celebration in which the 1st and 8th day are Sabbaths. This feast is just one of the feasts that the Lord gave to the Israelites through Moses to keep throughout all generations. Christ's sacrifice paved the way for gentiles, non-Israelites, to partake in the blessings originally intended for this chosen people.
Today, Brendan & I will be spreading limestone in our garden plots as a soil additive. We are working on coordinating the purchase of organic compost from a friend of ours here that we intend on adding as well. After, we will begin hand digging one of our two small ponds that will be used as watering holes for our chickens and cow.
Thank you in advance to all of you who continue to stand with us in prayer. For anyone interested, our current prayer requests would be for you to pray for; our safety, our soil, relationships, discernment, provision, and a safe arrival of our stuff in transit from Tx with a low duty at customs.
On Sunday we attended a church called Fountain Of Life. They were celebrating the completion of a 3 wk bible course offered by the church in which about 10 people completed. After the service, to celebrate, they had a pot luck lunch for the whole church. It was outstanding. The food rice & beans, chicken, slaw and desserts were delicious, but more importantly, the opportunity to fellowship with the congregation was exactly what we needed.
Everyone one of our kids disappeared to play with & hang out with new friends after their meal was finished. Francie and I had an opportunity to meet many people during this time. We met the pastor who is from Missouri and an elder who is from Elverson, Pa. (and yes, I had to ask...he is an Eagles fan.)
The pastor announced after the meal that they were meeting at a park down the road at 3pm to play baseball for anyone interested. We left for church around 9:30 am and returned home after 7pm only returning for a few minutes to change clothes to play ball. When we left the park the kids were alive with excitement over their new friends and look forward to tonight's youth group.
I had a nice time of discussion with the pastor about many things that day at the field including our vision and calling, local perception of missionaries, Belize history, government mindsets and ministry experiences and opportunities, to name a few.
Yesterday, we stopped by our friends and had a time of fellowship celebrating the Feast Of Tabernacles according to Lev 23:33-44. They built a sukkah (spelling ?) in which we ate, prayed, sang, learned about the feasts and fellowshiped. As I understand, the Feast Of Tabernacles is basically a time for people born of Israel, Jews, to remember when God brought them out of Egypt. They dwelt in booths made from sticks, branches, leaves, etc... It's an 8 day celebration in which the 1st and 8th day are Sabbaths. This feast is just one of the feasts that the Lord gave to the Israelites through Moses to keep throughout all generations. Christ's sacrifice paved the way for gentiles, non-Israelites, to partake in the blessings originally intended for this chosen people.
Today, Brendan & I will be spreading limestone in our garden plots as a soil additive. We are working on coordinating the purchase of organic compost from a friend of ours here that we intend on adding as well. After, we will begin hand digging one of our two small ponds that will be used as watering holes for our chickens and cow.
Thank you in advance to all of you who continue to stand with us in prayer. For anyone interested, our current prayer requests would be for you to pray for; our safety, our soil, relationships, discernment, provision, and a safe arrival of our stuff in transit from Tx with a low duty at customs.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Much More Purpose
Submitted by Jason
The first 10 days here have been nothing less than educational. We have met several families and individuals that have been a wealth of information to us. Learning where to shop for the best prices, how to plant and cook foods that are native to Central America, which "weeds" have medicinal purposes, and how to say a few words in German as well as Spanish are just a few of the things that I have learned from others in our brief time here.
There are some things that you learn just by experience. They just can't be explained with words from someone else. There are some things that can be revealed by the Holy Spirit to you. Instantly, it's as if you've had information downloaded into your spirit from Him. Usually, for me, the Holy Spirit teaches and reveals things to me when and how I least expect it. His unpredictable nature is the fabric of my Christian walk.
Last night was one of those occasions, for me.
For the first time, we attended the church of our pastor friend in the community where we're having our house built. (This is the same pastor that originally proposed the idea of us partnering with his church to help build a school.) A small, modest outbuilding on his property is where they gather. 55-60 people made their way in as the ushers carried more pews in to accommodate the larger than usual gathering.
We were welcomed by Pastor Victor and the congregation. I was given a moment to address the congregation. With Pastor Victor interpreting, I basically thanked them for welcoming us, told them that we come to them from the US in the name of Jesus Christ, as servants to the most high God and look forward to meeting and getting to know each one of them individually.
As they opened the service with song, they sang with all of their hearts. The volume of their voices was equal to the volume of the instruments. I can't recall ever having been in a service anywhere in my 18 years of Christianity where I have experienced a similar worship experience. These people have so little, but express their gratitude to the Lord for what they do have in ways that, in my experience, are unrivaled.
The children outnumbered the adults in the service. It started at 7:30 pm and generally goes on until midnight on Sat nights. The mothers brought blankets for the toddlers. As the service went into the night, these toddlers would lay their blankets on the concrete floor in the aisle between the pews and go to sleep. The children were called up front to sing us a song in English in our honor. (As I understand, it is common for the children that do attend school to know some English while their parents know very little or none at all.) They sang "Be Careful Little Eyes What You See". The teens were challenged to recite scripture and adults took turns coming to the front to sing songs as the Lord led them.
Throughout the service, the Holy Spirit used these people to convict me of my heart and attitude towards worship, servanthood and thanksgiving. He made it very clear to me that there is much to be learned from this body of believers as long as we remain humble and teachable. We are here to teach, encourage and serve, as well as learn, receive encouragement and be taught.
As we discover that there is much more purpose in why we are here than we originally thought or imagined I'm reminded of the song "Room Enough To Dream" by Stephen Roach. (I highly recommend that you search this song.)
God's plan for us is the same, only He chooses to reveal it to us a bit at a time because He loves us.
The first 10 days here have been nothing less than educational. We have met several families and individuals that have been a wealth of information to us. Learning where to shop for the best prices, how to plant and cook foods that are native to Central America, which "weeds" have medicinal purposes, and how to say a few words in German as well as Spanish are just a few of the things that I have learned from others in our brief time here.
There are some things that you learn just by experience. They just can't be explained with words from someone else. There are some things that can be revealed by the Holy Spirit to you. Instantly, it's as if you've had information downloaded into your spirit from Him. Usually, for me, the Holy Spirit teaches and reveals things to me when and how I least expect it. His unpredictable nature is the fabric of my Christian walk.
Last night was one of those occasions, for me.
For the first time, we attended the church of our pastor friend in the community where we're having our house built. (This is the same pastor that originally proposed the idea of us partnering with his church to help build a school.) A small, modest outbuilding on his property is where they gather. 55-60 people made their way in as the ushers carried more pews in to accommodate the larger than usual gathering.
We were welcomed by Pastor Victor and the congregation. I was given a moment to address the congregation. With Pastor Victor interpreting, I basically thanked them for welcoming us, told them that we come to them from the US in the name of Jesus Christ, as servants to the most high God and look forward to meeting and getting to know each one of them individually.
As they opened the service with song, they sang with all of their hearts. The volume of their voices was equal to the volume of the instruments. I can't recall ever having been in a service anywhere in my 18 years of Christianity where I have experienced a similar worship experience. These people have so little, but express their gratitude to the Lord for what they do have in ways that, in my experience, are unrivaled.
The children outnumbered the adults in the service. It started at 7:30 pm and generally goes on until midnight on Sat nights. The mothers brought blankets for the toddlers. As the service went into the night, these toddlers would lay their blankets on the concrete floor in the aisle between the pews and go to sleep. The children were called up front to sing us a song in English in our honor. (As I understand, it is common for the children that do attend school to know some English while their parents know very little or none at all.) They sang "Be Careful Little Eyes What You See". The teens were challenged to recite scripture and adults took turns coming to the front to sing songs as the Lord led them.
Throughout the service, the Holy Spirit used these people to convict me of my heart and attitude towards worship, servanthood and thanksgiving. He made it very clear to me that there is much to be learned from this body of believers as long as we remain humble and teachable. We are here to teach, encourage and serve, as well as learn, receive encouragement and be taught.
As we discover that there is much more purpose in why we are here than we originally thought or imagined I'm reminded of the song "Room Enough To Dream" by Stephen Roach. (I highly recommend that you search this song.)
God's plan for us is the same, only He chooses to reveal it to us a bit at a time because He loves us.
Monday, September 24, 2012
So We Go
Submitted by Jason
Here I sit at the makeshift computer desk on the backside of our hosts', Mark & Pam Proper, home that they are renting. It's 6 am. The house is quiet. Outside the window I face a man made pond about 50 ft in diameter. The turtles swim freely as the horse, cows and chickens enjoy sharing the land surrounding it. Over the ridge of the far side of the pond is a row of trees, bush or jungle, whichever you prefer. The morning is alive with the sounds of roosters, thankfully, in the distance, groups of parrots flying over the coconut trees, chickens cackling, doves sounding off and the constant buzz that a field full of insects generates.
Yesterday we went to our home, in progress, to survey the land in hopes of getting a better idea of the logistics of our new homestead. We are considering everything from the placement of a grazing area for a cow, the chicken coop, the compost pile, the brick oven, the garden and our trees. We have much to learn and little time to make critical decisions on these considerations. We have been told that the next 7-10 days is the ideal time to plant. I'm confident that the acceleration of the Lord's timing of our move had several purposes and this is just one of them.
Each day that we've been here we have met new people. Everyone has been extremely friendly and willing to help us obtain the information and resources that we need for this task. Friday we met a single man from the states that spent 8+ years living among the amish. He has a greenhouse and has invited us to come see his property and offered the use of his greenhouse to us to get some of our plants or trees going in the meantime. Our means of communication are limited here for now, but we are hopeful to arrange a day and time to visit him.
Yesterday we met a man that attends a local church here. He invited us to his house. We visited with him and his family for about 3 hours. They have 6 children, four of which where away at a Christian camp. They had friends of their children visiting when we arrived and they, with our children, enjoyed volleyball as we, adults, sat and talked. Isaac and Anna are originally from Canada. Their use of the German language is obvious even in their English. We felt extremely welcomed by, and comfortable around, them. Through our discussions about our current task at hand regarding our homestead, they strongly recommended that we meet a couple that they and our hosts, the Propers, are mutual friends of. Today we, and the Propers, have agreed to attempt to visit this family. They apparently live completely "off grid", so without the use of a phone, we will have to just drop by which appears to be much more commonplace and acceptable practice here than in the states.
So we go, 12 people raised in the suburbs, in a foreign land in more ways than one, seeking to accomplish the necessary every day tasks to lay a foundation on which generations to come can build upon, furthering the gospel of Jesus Christ and the kingdom of our God.
I'm being informed by my bubbly, early rising, 3 yr old, Liberty that the task at hand is actually feeding her. Adios.
Here I sit at the makeshift computer desk on the backside of our hosts', Mark & Pam Proper, home that they are renting. It's 6 am. The house is quiet. Outside the window I face a man made pond about 50 ft in diameter. The turtles swim freely as the horse, cows and chickens enjoy sharing the land surrounding it. Over the ridge of the far side of the pond is a row of trees, bush or jungle, whichever you prefer. The morning is alive with the sounds of roosters, thankfully, in the distance, groups of parrots flying over the coconut trees, chickens cackling, doves sounding off and the constant buzz that a field full of insects generates.
Yesterday we went to our home, in progress, to survey the land in hopes of getting a better idea of the logistics of our new homestead. We are considering everything from the placement of a grazing area for a cow, the chicken coop, the compost pile, the brick oven, the garden and our trees. We have much to learn and little time to make critical decisions on these considerations. We have been told that the next 7-10 days is the ideal time to plant. I'm confident that the acceleration of the Lord's timing of our move had several purposes and this is just one of them.
Each day that we've been here we have met new people. Everyone has been extremely friendly and willing to help us obtain the information and resources that we need for this task. Friday we met a single man from the states that spent 8+ years living among the amish. He has a greenhouse and has invited us to come see his property and offered the use of his greenhouse to us to get some of our plants or trees going in the meantime. Our means of communication are limited here for now, but we are hopeful to arrange a day and time to visit him.
Yesterday we met a man that attends a local church here. He invited us to his house. We visited with him and his family for about 3 hours. They have 6 children, four of which where away at a Christian camp. They had friends of their children visiting when we arrived and they, with our children, enjoyed volleyball as we, adults, sat and talked. Isaac and Anna are originally from Canada. Their use of the German language is obvious even in their English. We felt extremely welcomed by, and comfortable around, them. Through our discussions about our current task at hand regarding our homestead, they strongly recommended that we meet a couple that they and our hosts, the Propers, are mutual friends of. Today we, and the Propers, have agreed to attempt to visit this family. They apparently live completely "off grid", so without the use of a phone, we will have to just drop by which appears to be much more commonplace and acceptable practice here than in the states.
So we go, 12 people raised in the suburbs, in a foreign land in more ways than one, seeking to accomplish the necessary every day tasks to lay a foundation on which generations to come can build upon, furthering the gospel of Jesus Christ and the kingdom of our God.
I'm being informed by my bubbly, early rising, 3 yr old, Liberty that the task at hand is actually feeding her. Adios.
Friday, September 21, 2012
Like A Flash
Submitted by Jason
In what seemed like a flash, our transition is behind us. The packing, the selling, the giving away of our "stuff", is all behind us. The driving, the flat tire on the u-haul, the replacement battery in Brendan's truck, the untimely, mid-trip discovery of head lice on two of our children, the rental car representative mistake, the speeding ticket, the cracked tooth...all behind us.
The last 7 days has been an adventure that we will never forget. Stepping foot onto the cruise ship in Galveston, Tx and watching everything that was once comfortable and somewhat predictable to Francie, myself, and the kids slowly fade off in the distance as our ship departed was a surreal experience. My life thus far played before me like a movie projector as I clung to God's promises in a feeble attempt to keep my composure.
I couldn't look at my kids without entertaining questions like; "Will we ever step foot in the US again?", "What will become of this nation teetering on the brink of chaos in the face of religious, political and economic turmoil?" and "Why have we felt called to the nations?", to name a few.
We had some interesting encounters with individuals on the cruise from Galveston to Belize. Everyone from the intoxicated lady laughing hysterically as she struggled to get to her feet in the elevator, to the head waiter at our dining table that made animals for Libby out of her napkins, to the friends that our kids met in their kids groups, to the women that we met that contacted us on board the ship hours before we were to disembark just to give us a book, sow a seed into us and pray for our family.
Just like that, in a flash, behind us. Such is life. Sadly, these small pockets of time that make up life, happen to pass us by too quickly. Our lives are but a collection of moments. I've determined not to spend my life counting time, but making my time count. Making the most of every moment is somewhat of a new priority in my life.
Today is our first full day in Belize. We are staying with some friends for a few weeks while our home is being completed. Today, two gentlemen that live in the area stopped by the house that we are staying in on horseback to chat with our hosts. Our hosts invited the men in and they stayed most of the day. We talked about everything from; farming, religion, marriage, our backgrounds, etc... They stayed for lunch and one of the men allowed us to take turns on his horse, even our 3 yr old, Libby, found herself atop a horse for the first time. When the men left, I asked our host, Mark, how he knew them and he told me that he barely knew them. He met them once at a store in the area and they recognized him as they were passing and stopped. Such is the life in Belize. Life is slowed down a bit here compared to the states.
So, our current task at hand is to plan our homestead. The positioning of the garden, the fruit trees, the chicken coop, etc... The gathering of information and supplies will be at the forefront of our minds in the next few weeks while we hope to, in the process, not look past those moments that make up life.
On behalf of all of us, thank you to all of you who have committed to pray for and financially partner with us as we purpose to be about the Father's business.
In what seemed like a flash, our transition is behind us. The packing, the selling, the giving away of our "stuff", is all behind us. The driving, the flat tire on the u-haul, the replacement battery in Brendan's truck, the untimely, mid-trip discovery of head lice on two of our children, the rental car representative mistake, the speeding ticket, the cracked tooth...all behind us.
The last 7 days has been an adventure that we will never forget. Stepping foot onto the cruise ship in Galveston, Tx and watching everything that was once comfortable and somewhat predictable to Francie, myself, and the kids slowly fade off in the distance as our ship departed was a surreal experience. My life thus far played before me like a movie projector as I clung to God's promises in a feeble attempt to keep my composure.
I couldn't look at my kids without entertaining questions like; "Will we ever step foot in the US again?", "What will become of this nation teetering on the brink of chaos in the face of religious, political and economic turmoil?" and "Why have we felt called to the nations?", to name a few.
We had some interesting encounters with individuals on the cruise from Galveston to Belize. Everyone from the intoxicated lady laughing hysterically as she struggled to get to her feet in the elevator, to the head waiter at our dining table that made animals for Libby out of her napkins, to the friends that our kids met in their kids groups, to the women that we met that contacted us on board the ship hours before we were to disembark just to give us a book, sow a seed into us and pray for our family.
Just like that, in a flash, behind us. Such is life. Sadly, these small pockets of time that make up life, happen to pass us by too quickly. Our lives are but a collection of moments. I've determined not to spend my life counting time, but making my time count. Making the most of every moment is somewhat of a new priority in my life.
Today is our first full day in Belize. We are staying with some friends for a few weeks while our home is being completed. Today, two gentlemen that live in the area stopped by the house that we are staying in on horseback to chat with our hosts. Our hosts invited the men in and they stayed most of the day. We talked about everything from; farming, religion, marriage, our backgrounds, etc... They stayed for lunch and one of the men allowed us to take turns on his horse, even our 3 yr old, Libby, found herself atop a horse for the first time. When the men left, I asked our host, Mark, how he knew them and he told me that he barely knew them. He met them once at a store in the area and they recognized him as they were passing and stopped. Such is the life in Belize. Life is slowed down a bit here compared to the states.
So, our current task at hand is to plan our homestead. The positioning of the garden, the fruit trees, the chicken coop, etc... The gathering of information and supplies will be at the forefront of our minds in the next few weeks while we hope to, in the process, not look past those moments that make up life.
On behalf of all of us, thank you to all of you who have committed to pray for and financially partner with us as we purpose to be about the Father's business.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
How great is our God?
Submitted by Jason
In the last few weeks, as we've planned the logistics of getting to Belize, we've realized that the dates of our departure from the US and our arrival in Belize are of major significance. While these dates will always be of significance to us, they've been celebrated long before we ever agreed to go.
On the 16th of Sept, the day that we, with one foot, step onto a Carnival cruise ship in Galveston, Tx, and with the other foot take our last step on American soil for an unspecified amount of time, marks the beginning of Rosh Hashannah. It is the celebration of the Jewish new year. Being that I have never before observed this holiday, I decided to research it. I was delighted to find this; "Rosh Hashannah observances include: a) Eating a piece of apple dipped in honey, to symbolize our desire for a sweet year, and other special foods symbolic of the new year's blessing. b) Blessing one another with the words 'Leshanah tovah tikateiv veteichateim,' 'MAY YOU BE INSCRIBED AND SEALED FOR A GOOD YEAR.' c) Tashlich, a special PRAYER SAID NEAR A BODY OF WATER (an ocean, river, pond, etc.), in evocation of the verse, "And You shall cast their sins into the depths of the sea." And as with every major Jewish holiday, after candlelighting and prayers we recite kiddush and make a blessing on the challah."
Israel is God's chosen nation and the Jews are His chosen people. That is very clear in scripture. It is also clear in scripture that Christ's sacrifice made way for non-Jews to partake in the promises and covenant originally intended exclusively for the Jews. "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise." (Gal 3:28-29 KJV). Scripturally, we have every right to observe the Jewish calender, fully confident that God's promise is to us, non-Jews, as well.
On the 20th of Sept we will arrive in Belize City, Belize, which happens to be the eve of Belize's independence day. On Sept 21, 1981 Belize, formerly British Honduras, attained full independence from Britain. This holiday is celebrated much like America's 4th of July with parades, music, dancing and joyful gathering in public places.
What does this mean to us? To me, it's another sign of the goodness of the Lord upon our lives. I could not have coordinated these dates to line up with our departure from the US and our arrival in Bz if I had tried. We will depart in the midst of a new year celebration and arrive in the midst of a celbration of independence. How great is our God?
In the last few weeks, as we've planned the logistics of getting to Belize, we've realized that the dates of our departure from the US and our arrival in Belize are of major significance. While these dates will always be of significance to us, they've been celebrated long before we ever agreed to go.
On the 16th of Sept, the day that we, with one foot, step onto a Carnival cruise ship in Galveston, Tx, and with the other foot take our last step on American soil for an unspecified amount of time, marks the beginning of Rosh Hashannah. It is the celebration of the Jewish new year. Being that I have never before observed this holiday, I decided to research it. I was delighted to find this; "Rosh Hashannah observances include: a) Eating a piece of apple dipped in honey, to symbolize our desire for a sweet year, and other special foods symbolic of the new year's blessing. b) Blessing one another with the words 'Leshanah tovah tikateiv veteichateim,' 'MAY YOU BE INSCRIBED AND SEALED FOR A GOOD YEAR.' c) Tashlich, a special PRAYER SAID NEAR A BODY OF WATER (an ocean, river, pond, etc.), in evocation of the verse, "And You shall cast their sins into the depths of the sea." And as with every major Jewish holiday, after candlelighting and prayers we recite kiddush and make a blessing on the challah."
Israel is God's chosen nation and the Jews are His chosen people. That is very clear in scripture. It is also clear in scripture that Christ's sacrifice made way for non-Jews to partake in the promises and covenant originally intended exclusively for the Jews. "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. And if ye be Christ's, then are ye Abraham's seed, and heirs according to the promise." (Gal 3:28-29 KJV). Scripturally, we have every right to observe the Jewish calender, fully confident that God's promise is to us, non-Jews, as well.
On the 20th of Sept we will arrive in Belize City, Belize, which happens to be the eve of Belize's independence day. On Sept 21, 1981 Belize, formerly British Honduras, attained full independence from Britain. This holiday is celebrated much like America's 4th of July with parades, music, dancing and joyful gathering in public places.
What does this mean to us? To me, it's another sign of the goodness of the Lord upon our lives. I could not have coordinated these dates to line up with our departure from the US and our arrival in Bz if I had tried. We will depart in the midst of a new year celebration and arrive in the midst of a celbration of independence. How great is our God?
Saturday, September 8, 2012
"I Give Myself Away"
Submitted by Jason
One of the first items that we sold when we felt that the call of the Lord was being confirmed in our lives was our digital piano. Francie listed it on Craigslist and we received an almost immediate response from a man that turned out to be a pastor of a church in Indian Trail, NC with intention to use it for his church worship team. When he came to look at it, he and Francie discussed the reason why we decided to sell it. He mentioned that he'd like to have us share our vision at his church before we go and that he desired to support us. I recall how Francie called me shortly after he left and tears ran down my face as I drove my truck. Tears of thanksgiving that the Lord was sending people our way to not only confirm His calling but to stand with us as we pursue it.
When we reached an agreement on the property in Belize, we contacted Pastor Lonnie Riley of The Freedom Center to inform him of our departure date and he, in turn, proposed to us a date in which we could come share at his church. We accepted the invitation.
On Thursday Sept. 6, we attended The Freedom Center. During worship, Pastor Lonnie and his wife Kim led the worship team in a song called, "I Give Myself Away". While I've never heard of this song before, the Lord poured out His love on me as they sang these lyrics:
I give myself away so you can use me
Take my heart, take my life as a living sacrifice
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord I place them in your hands
My life is not my own, to you I belong
I give myself, I give myself to you
The presence of the Lord was so thick upon Francie and I during that song, it was almost tangible. In the midst of it, I looked at Francie who worshiped beside me with tears streaming down her face, thinking of how this amazing God, that people have struggled for ages to believe in and comprehend, chose to use the very piano that I bought for her when we were newly married to wrap His arms around her through a vessel using his talents obediently with a lyric that perfectly depicts the current cry of our hearts.
Who can fully comprehend this indescribable God that intricately orchestrates our lives in such a way. A God who scatters His promises throughout a book written by men, inspired by Him, with the power to transform countless numbers of believers into ministers of the gospel for anyone willing enough to believe in and stand on these promises. A God that you can't touch, but you can feel all around you. A God that surrounds you with His invisible attributes, but you can't see Him. I, for one, can not, but I'm determined to live my life with the purpose of revealing this God to others through me even if my life is spend laying a foundation on which my children can stand on to walk in a greater level of freedom for His call.
Following the worship, we shared our hearts with the congregation. We shared about our journey thus far into the missionary life through pictures and testimony. We received communion with them and afterward, had the opportunity to speak with and pray with people individually.
Thank you Pastor Lonnie, Kim and the body at The Freedom Center. We look forward to seeing how the Lord opens doors for us to minister together in the future.
One of the first items that we sold when we felt that the call of the Lord was being confirmed in our lives was our digital piano. Francie listed it on Craigslist and we received an almost immediate response from a man that turned out to be a pastor of a church in Indian Trail, NC with intention to use it for his church worship team. When he came to look at it, he and Francie discussed the reason why we decided to sell it. He mentioned that he'd like to have us share our vision at his church before we go and that he desired to support us. I recall how Francie called me shortly after he left and tears ran down my face as I drove my truck. Tears of thanksgiving that the Lord was sending people our way to not only confirm His calling but to stand with us as we pursue it.
When we reached an agreement on the property in Belize, we contacted Pastor Lonnie Riley of The Freedom Center to inform him of our departure date and he, in turn, proposed to us a date in which we could come share at his church. We accepted the invitation.
On Thursday Sept. 6, we attended The Freedom Center. During worship, Pastor Lonnie and his wife Kim led the worship team in a song called, "I Give Myself Away". While I've never heard of this song before, the Lord poured out His love on me as they sang these lyrics:
I give myself away so you can use me
Take my heart, take my life as a living sacrifice
All my dreams, all my plans
Lord I place them in your hands
My life is not my own, to you I belong
I give myself, I give myself to you
The presence of the Lord was so thick upon Francie and I during that song, it was almost tangible. In the midst of it, I looked at Francie who worshiped beside me with tears streaming down her face, thinking of how this amazing God, that people have struggled for ages to believe in and comprehend, chose to use the very piano that I bought for her when we were newly married to wrap His arms around her through a vessel using his talents obediently with a lyric that perfectly depicts the current cry of our hearts.
Who can fully comprehend this indescribable God that intricately orchestrates our lives in such a way. A God who scatters His promises throughout a book written by men, inspired by Him, with the power to transform countless numbers of believers into ministers of the gospel for anyone willing enough to believe in and stand on these promises. A God that you can't touch, but you can feel all around you. A God that surrounds you with His invisible attributes, but you can't see Him. I, for one, can not, but I'm determined to live my life with the purpose of revealing this God to others through me even if my life is spend laying a foundation on which my children can stand on to walk in a greater level of freedom for His call.
Following the worship, we shared our hearts with the congregation. We shared about our journey thus far into the missionary life through pictures and testimony. We received communion with them and afterward, had the opportunity to speak with and pray with people individually.
Thank you Pastor Lonnie, Kim and the body at The Freedom Center. We look forward to seeing how the Lord opens doors for us to minister together in the future.
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Sound The Alarm
Submitted by Jason
In talking with co-workers and friends about the new season in our lives that we are about to step into, the response has been surprisingly positive. Several people have told us that we, as a family, are courageous and inspirational. The general response from our immediate family members has been not so favorable. For obvious reasons, they have more emotional investment in, and concern for, our family. I understand and appreciate each and every one that has taken their time to let us know what they think and how they feel. To me, it just shows that you care about us.
For 18 years I've been singing songs in churches on Sunday mornings from Az to NJ to SC. Songs with lyrics like "I surrender all", "Lord, be the center of my life" and "I will trust in you", just to name a few. Why should we, as Christians, be surprised by or envious of the faith and courage that it takes to step out in this way. I've honestly thought, "18 years, what took us so long?". I feel like the real faith and courage was shown by the disciples that literally dropped their fishing nets and followed Jesus.
There is no mention in the bible of the family dynamics of the disciples. Were they husbands? Were they fathers? To my knowledge, we just don't know. What we do know is that there was an alarm that went off in their hearts at whatever stage of their life they were in. An alarm that obviously awakened them to the realization that there was a greater purpose for their life. When Jesus came through their towns they believed that he was the Messiah that was prophesied of. They immediately walked away from the lives that they were familiar with and into a life of uncertainty with faith, courage, and a promise.
The Lord is strategically positioning His children for His purposes. As we commit ourselves to serving the Lord in a different capacity, we desire for our lives to be used to sound the same alarm in the hearts of others. It doesn't have to take 18 years to hear it. Tune your ear to heaven and listen for the alarm.
In talking with co-workers and friends about the new season in our lives that we are about to step into, the response has been surprisingly positive. Several people have told us that we, as a family, are courageous and inspirational. The general response from our immediate family members has been not so favorable. For obvious reasons, they have more emotional investment in, and concern for, our family. I understand and appreciate each and every one that has taken their time to let us know what they think and how they feel. To me, it just shows that you care about us.
For 18 years I've been singing songs in churches on Sunday mornings from Az to NJ to SC. Songs with lyrics like "I surrender all", "Lord, be the center of my life" and "I will trust in you", just to name a few. Why should we, as Christians, be surprised by or envious of the faith and courage that it takes to step out in this way. I've honestly thought, "18 years, what took us so long?". I feel like the real faith and courage was shown by the disciples that literally dropped their fishing nets and followed Jesus.
There is no mention in the bible of the family dynamics of the disciples. Were they husbands? Were they fathers? To my knowledge, we just don't know. What we do know is that there was an alarm that went off in their hearts at whatever stage of their life they were in. An alarm that obviously awakened them to the realization that there was a greater purpose for their life. When Jesus came through their towns they believed that he was the Messiah that was prophesied of. They immediately walked away from the lives that they were familiar with and into a life of uncertainty with faith, courage, and a promise.
The Lord is strategically positioning His children for His purposes. As we commit ourselves to serving the Lord in a different capacity, we desire for our lives to be used to sound the same alarm in the hearts of others. It doesn't have to take 18 years to hear it. Tune your ear to heaven and listen for the alarm.
Sunday, August 26, 2012
The Lord's Acceleration
Submitted by Jason
Engaged in my morning work routine of filling my thermos with ice and water the other day, I was reminded of the scene in "Castaway" where Tom Hanks stood alone amidst the tables full of catered food. The welcome party was over and without words the director emphasized the irony of him amidst perfectly arranged trays of food that were barely touched. There I stood in the driver's room at 2:30 am, alone with a choice of free beverages before me that could nourish an entire village. It was then that it occurred to me how easy it has been for me to overlook the simple benefits of living the life that I have to this point.
I am grateful to the Lord and everyone that has played a part in my life thus far. Everyone from the coach that I didn't like because he didn't stand for my nonsense to my immediate family that has loved me through thick and thin. From the casual acquaintance with a strength that I observed from afar and learned from to the pastors that have allowed me into their lives in a way that has taught me how to walk the narrow path that the Lord has laid before us. Everyone and every situation or experience in my life has made me who I am today.
Without providing too much detail, I began to feel the call to the nations in June 2008 and the Lord has used many people, situations and circumstances to solidify this call and make the way clearer as time went on. I believe that our heart to listen with the willingness and intent to obey and our level of faith that has continued to increase over time through relationship with Him has attracted the heart of the Father and hopefully His favor in our lives according to *2 Chronicles 16:9. I hope to have a chance to share this in greater detail with you in the future.
The Lord has greatly accelerated His plan in our lives in the last week. After much prayer, we've reached an agreement with some extraordinary individuals in which we will be renting a house that they are custom building for us on 2 acres of land in the Spanish Lookout area of Belize.
With much peace, I am pleased to announce that after 13 1/2 years of employment with USFoods, Sept 12th will be my last day and on Sept 14th we will close the chapter of our lives in SC.
While we are fully confident in the Lord's ability to provide all of the provision necessary to carry out His will for our lives, we believe in allowing others the opportunity to team with us in impacting the surrounding communities of Spanish Lookout. We, as a ministry team, are believing for the finances to construct a separate living structure for families or teams to come minister alongside of us or just experience Belize first hand. If you are interested in partnering financially with us in any way, whether a one time gift or a monthly pledge, please contact us. There are several ways that you can join us, including a tax deductible option.
Due to the Lord's aforementioned acceleration in our lives, it appears that our desires to have an opportunity to visit with all of our family and friends before we leave will not be possible. However, we hope to coordinate some sort of local gathering to celebrate this season in our lives before we depart. In the meantime, please take it upon yourselves to contact us and set up a time to come visit us. We would be honored.
Thanks in advance for your understanding and your prayers for our family as we transition from one season of our lives to another.
* 2 Chronicles 16:9 (KJV)- For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect (completely) toward him...
Engaged in my morning work routine of filling my thermos with ice and water the other day, I was reminded of the scene in "Castaway" where Tom Hanks stood alone amidst the tables full of catered food. The welcome party was over and without words the director emphasized the irony of him amidst perfectly arranged trays of food that were barely touched. There I stood in the driver's room at 2:30 am, alone with a choice of free beverages before me that could nourish an entire village. It was then that it occurred to me how easy it has been for me to overlook the simple benefits of living the life that I have to this point.
I am grateful to the Lord and everyone that has played a part in my life thus far. Everyone from the coach that I didn't like because he didn't stand for my nonsense to my immediate family that has loved me through thick and thin. From the casual acquaintance with a strength that I observed from afar and learned from to the pastors that have allowed me into their lives in a way that has taught me how to walk the narrow path that the Lord has laid before us. Everyone and every situation or experience in my life has made me who I am today.
Without providing too much detail, I began to feel the call to the nations in June 2008 and the Lord has used many people, situations and circumstances to solidify this call and make the way clearer as time went on. I believe that our heart to listen with the willingness and intent to obey and our level of faith that has continued to increase over time through relationship with Him has attracted the heart of the Father and hopefully His favor in our lives according to *2 Chronicles 16:9. I hope to have a chance to share this in greater detail with you in the future.
The Lord has greatly accelerated His plan in our lives in the last week. After much prayer, we've reached an agreement with some extraordinary individuals in which we will be renting a house that they are custom building for us on 2 acres of land in the Spanish Lookout area of Belize.
With much peace, I am pleased to announce that after 13 1/2 years of employment with USFoods, Sept 12th will be my last day and on Sept 14th we will close the chapter of our lives in SC.
While we are fully confident in the Lord's ability to provide all of the provision necessary to carry out His will for our lives, we believe in allowing others the opportunity to team with us in impacting the surrounding communities of Spanish Lookout. We, as a ministry team, are believing for the finances to construct a separate living structure for families or teams to come minister alongside of us or just experience Belize first hand. If you are interested in partnering financially with us in any way, whether a one time gift or a monthly pledge, please contact us. There are several ways that you can join us, including a tax deductible option.
Due to the Lord's aforementioned acceleration in our lives, it appears that our desires to have an opportunity to visit with all of our family and friends before we leave will not be possible. However, we hope to coordinate some sort of local gathering to celebrate this season in our lives before we depart. In the meantime, please take it upon yourselves to contact us and set up a time to come visit us. We would be honored.
Thanks in advance for your understanding and your prayers for our family as we transition from one season of our lives to another.
* 2 Chronicles 16:9 (KJV)- For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to shew himself strong in the behalf of them whose heart is perfect (completely) toward him...
Saturday, August 18, 2012
New doors
Submitted by Jason
I remember myself thoroughly enjoying the end of the NFL season last year. While my beloved Eagles were eliminated from playoff contention, I turned my attention to what was unfolding in Denver. Tim Tebow had the attention of the whole country as he found ways to perform at high levels at the end of several consecutive games and leading his team to victory in most improbable ways. The sports world was a buzz with discussions about his faith and his willingness to give God the glory at every possible chance. While watching one of these games, I recall having the thought, "Wouldn't it be impressive if one of these high profile athletes, in the peak of their careers, walked a way from it all to answer the call of the Lord in their lives.". Little did I know, just several months later, the Lord would be speaking to me about doing exactly that.
One week has gone by since our return from Belize. It has been exciting this week to watch new ministry opportunities present themselves to us as we continue our correspondence with potential future neighbors. One of these new ministry opportunities stemmed from a "random" conversation that appeared to be coincidental at the time. I walked to the far corner of one of the available properties with my friend Rick to take pictures of the property from different angles. There were two men there returning to their pickup truck that was parked just a few feet from where we were standing. These men were there doing surveying work for the owners. Rick and I introduced our selves to the first man that approached us. His name was Victor. Victor told us that he pastors a small church just over one of the hills and he surveys for extra income. We shared our vision with Victor and what we believe the Lord is calling us to do. At the conclusion of the conversation we prayed a blessing over Victor as we parted ways.
Earlier this week, Victor, aware of the fact that both we and the Reeds homeschool our children, expressed a need for higher quality schools in the area to the owners of the properties. This idea was presented to us via email by the owners. Apparently, the families in the surrounding communities are discouraged with the local schools. With the right financial support, proper planning and of course the blessing of the Lord, we may have an open door to the hearts of the community through planting a new school. At this point, this is only an idea at it's earliest stage, but the potential to have a near immediate impact on a community is humbling and a responsibility not to be taken lightly.
I mentioned previously that I would share our vision as a ministry with you. The Lord has given each of us our own unique vision for ministry. While some of this vision is short sighted and immediate, others may be long term generational callings. I will share some of the things that I feel are part of our calling as a team.
-ministering to orphans and widows.
Caring for orphans has been our desire as a team from the beginning of our ministry discussions. After sharing this with several of the people that we met in Belize, we have been told that there is more of a need for ministry to young boys and men growing up without father figures in their lives. While we still desire to minister to orphans and widows, we recognize the other needs and will be prepared to meet them as the Lord directs.
-connecting missionaries and ministries.
Several factors can contribute to missionary families and ministries losing their passion and hope. We hope to strengthen and connect ministry minded families by establishing greater communication networks than those which currently exist. We hope that this network extends throughout all of Central America and possibly into South America.
-provide opportunities for short term missions teams
Our desire is to eventually establish a base from which teams or individuals can come and minister alongside of us, stay while passing through or come for rest, encouragement and restoration.
-meet the needs of the community
Seeing and meeting the immediate needs of the surrounding communities will be an essential part of gaining the trust of the locals. If done properly, this will open other doors to minister.
-break prejudices and stereotypes
There are existing prejudices and stereotypes that the Belizeans have labeled American missionary families with. The experience of the locals tells them that we won't be there very long and that we aren't truly interested in their needs. This is a pattern that we expect some time to break, but with provision from the Lord and a consistent display of the Lord's love from us to them, we are confident that this can be accomplished.
These are just a few of the things that the Lord has put on our hearts. I fully expect our vision for the upcoming season in our lives to be expanded. As this happens, I'll gladly share more with all of you.
As always, thanks to all who continue to stand with us in prayer.
I remember myself thoroughly enjoying the end of the NFL season last year. While my beloved Eagles were eliminated from playoff contention, I turned my attention to what was unfolding in Denver. Tim Tebow had the attention of the whole country as he found ways to perform at high levels at the end of several consecutive games and leading his team to victory in most improbable ways. The sports world was a buzz with discussions about his faith and his willingness to give God the glory at every possible chance. While watching one of these games, I recall having the thought, "Wouldn't it be impressive if one of these high profile athletes, in the peak of their careers, walked a way from it all to answer the call of the Lord in their lives.". Little did I know, just several months later, the Lord would be speaking to me about doing exactly that.
One week has gone by since our return from Belize. It has been exciting this week to watch new ministry opportunities present themselves to us as we continue our correspondence with potential future neighbors. One of these new ministry opportunities stemmed from a "random" conversation that appeared to be coincidental at the time. I walked to the far corner of one of the available properties with my friend Rick to take pictures of the property from different angles. There were two men there returning to their pickup truck that was parked just a few feet from where we were standing. These men were there doing surveying work for the owners. Rick and I introduced our selves to the first man that approached us. His name was Victor. Victor told us that he pastors a small church just over one of the hills and he surveys for extra income. We shared our vision with Victor and what we believe the Lord is calling us to do. At the conclusion of the conversation we prayed a blessing over Victor as we parted ways.
Earlier this week, Victor, aware of the fact that both we and the Reeds homeschool our children, expressed a need for higher quality schools in the area to the owners of the properties. This idea was presented to us via email by the owners. Apparently, the families in the surrounding communities are discouraged with the local schools. With the right financial support, proper planning and of course the blessing of the Lord, we may have an open door to the hearts of the community through planting a new school. At this point, this is only an idea at it's earliest stage, but the potential to have a near immediate impact on a community is humbling and a responsibility not to be taken lightly.
I mentioned previously that I would share our vision as a ministry with you. The Lord has given each of us our own unique vision for ministry. While some of this vision is short sighted and immediate, others may be long term generational callings. I will share some of the things that I feel are part of our calling as a team.
-ministering to orphans and widows.
Caring for orphans has been our desire as a team from the beginning of our ministry discussions. After sharing this with several of the people that we met in Belize, we have been told that there is more of a need for ministry to young boys and men growing up without father figures in their lives. While we still desire to minister to orphans and widows, we recognize the other needs and will be prepared to meet them as the Lord directs.
-connecting missionaries and ministries.
Several factors can contribute to missionary families and ministries losing their passion and hope. We hope to strengthen and connect ministry minded families by establishing greater communication networks than those which currently exist. We hope that this network extends throughout all of Central America and possibly into South America.
-provide opportunities for short term missions teams
Our desire is to eventually establish a base from which teams or individuals can come and minister alongside of us, stay while passing through or come for rest, encouragement and restoration.
-meet the needs of the community
Seeing and meeting the immediate needs of the surrounding communities will be an essential part of gaining the trust of the locals. If done properly, this will open other doors to minister.
-break prejudices and stereotypes
There are existing prejudices and stereotypes that the Belizeans have labeled American missionary families with. The experience of the locals tells them that we won't be there very long and that we aren't truly interested in their needs. This is a pattern that we expect some time to break, but with provision from the Lord and a consistent display of the Lord's love from us to them, we are confident that this can be accomplished.
These are just a few of the things that the Lord has put on our hearts. I fully expect our vision for the upcoming season in our lives to be expanded. As this happens, I'll gladly share more with all of you.
As always, thanks to all who continue to stand with us in prayer.
Monday, August 13, 2012
The Door Is Open
Submitted by Jason
Our first full day back in the states has been a day of adjustment. I'm surprised by the personal adjustment time necessary just to bring myself to a place where I can function as I used to before the trip. I'm not sure what this adjustment period is supposed to look like or how long it will take, but I just know that my life has been forever changed, just as I had predicted.
Our trip was full of many surprises and challenges. I found myself in a place that I can best describe as "sensory overload". From the wildflowers to the well planned rows of coconut trees, from the serene setting of the Belize River gently flowing by to the troop of Black Howler monkeys across the river sounding off to establish territorial boundaries, from the chaya (tree spinach) mixed with rice to the fresh avocados served with breakfast, from the Mayan ruins to the rolling hills of Spanish Lookout, from the towns with strange names such as Black Man Eddy and Duck Run 2 to the more conventional names like Belize city and Belmopan, from the iguanas scurrying for cover to the wild groups of parrots flying overhead, everything that Belize had to offer was everything that I expected and more.
We were privileged to share our hearts and vision with several families and individuals of like mind and faith. I believe that these relationships and contacts that we have established will all have a purpose in why we are feeling led to this land. Several doors have been opened to us and we will be praying for discernment on which door to walk through.
I have much more to share about our week in Belize and look forward to doing so as time permits. In the meantime, please continue to stand with us in prayer for discernment and direction.
Our first full day back in the states has been a day of adjustment. I'm surprised by the personal adjustment time necessary just to bring myself to a place where I can function as I used to before the trip. I'm not sure what this adjustment period is supposed to look like or how long it will take, but I just know that my life has been forever changed, just as I had predicted.
Our trip was full of many surprises and challenges. I found myself in a place that I can best describe as "sensory overload". From the wildflowers to the well planned rows of coconut trees, from the serene setting of the Belize River gently flowing by to the troop of Black Howler monkeys across the river sounding off to establish territorial boundaries, from the chaya (tree spinach) mixed with rice to the fresh avocados served with breakfast, from the Mayan ruins to the rolling hills of Spanish Lookout, from the towns with strange names such as Black Man Eddy and Duck Run 2 to the more conventional names like Belize city and Belmopan, from the iguanas scurrying for cover to the wild groups of parrots flying overhead, everything that Belize had to offer was everything that I expected and more.
We were privileged to share our hearts and vision with several families and individuals of like mind and faith. I believe that these relationships and contacts that we have established will all have a purpose in why we are feeling led to this land. Several doors have been opened to us and we will be praying for discernment on which door to walk through.
I have much more to share about our week in Belize and look forward to doing so as time permits. In the meantime, please continue to stand with us in prayer for discernment and direction.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
-Submitted by Jason
We have been in ongoing communication with the owners of two properties of interest in Belize. One of which, invited us to visit with her for a week. She has graciously proposed to us an offer in which we will stay with her as she; shows us her property, as well as the other property of interest, introduces us to other ministry-minded families, familiarizes us with the surrounding area & culture, takes us to visit nearby Mayan ruins and much more.
We have decided to accept this invitation. Tomorrow, August 5, 2012, we will be flying to Belize to see the land that we are feeling led to. We will be accompanied by Rick & Brooke Reed along with their toddler Josh. The Reeds are a family also feeling the Lord's calling to the mission field and committed to His service enough to leave the comfort of the US in obedience to that call.
We will be returning Aug 12, 2012. We are confident that upon our return we will have a clearer picture of the way in which to go. I'm hopeful that we'll have lots of pictures and stories to share with all of you. I fully expect our lives to be forever changed from the moment we board our plane in Charlotte, NC tomorrow.
Our cell phone service and internet access will be limited during this time. Please use e-mail as a primary source of correspondence. We will check our e-mails as often as possible and will respond when possible.
We have spent much time communicating with the Lord about this next step in our lives before we publicized this information. We are well aware of the thoughts and concerns of our families and friends. You are all important parts of our lives. For this reason, I am asking that you, out of respect, take some time of your own with Him before you publicize your concerns.
Thanks in advance to all of you who stand with us in prayer. I look forward to sharing the vision that we, as a ministry, have for the new season in our lives with all of you.
We have been in ongoing communication with the owners of two properties of interest in Belize. One of which, invited us to visit with her for a week. She has graciously proposed to us an offer in which we will stay with her as she; shows us her property, as well as the other property of interest, introduces us to other ministry-minded families, familiarizes us with the surrounding area & culture, takes us to visit nearby Mayan ruins and much more.
We have decided to accept this invitation. Tomorrow, August 5, 2012, we will be flying to Belize to see the land that we are feeling led to. We will be accompanied by Rick & Brooke Reed along with their toddler Josh. The Reeds are a family also feeling the Lord's calling to the mission field and committed to His service enough to leave the comfort of the US in obedience to that call.
We will be returning Aug 12, 2012. We are confident that upon our return we will have a clearer picture of the way in which to go. I'm hopeful that we'll have lots of pictures and stories to share with all of you. I fully expect our lives to be forever changed from the moment we board our plane in Charlotte, NC tomorrow.
Our cell phone service and internet access will be limited during this time. Please use e-mail as a primary source of correspondence. We will check our e-mails as often as possible and will respond when possible.
We have spent much time communicating with the Lord about this next step in our lives before we publicized this information. We are well aware of the thoughts and concerns of our families and friends. You are all important parts of our lives. For this reason, I am asking that you, out of respect, take some time of your own with Him before you publicize your concerns.
Thanks in advance to all of you who stand with us in prayer. I look forward to sharing the vision that we, as a ministry, have for the new season in our lives with all of you.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
God began the stirring
God began speaking about us possibly leaving the US well over a year ago. We thought what he began to show us and draw us to was Costa Rica. That idea was an awakening to what we would be doing now. Almost like an invitation the Lord was sending to see if we would accept his call yet again, but in a different location and country; BELIZE...
Jason and I would never have thought we would be leading this type of lifestyle, moving whenever and wherever God leads. But, we know there is no better place than in his will. He has called us and it may look crazy to the average person, but who isn't considered crazy who desires to please God and do what he says. We would much rather follow him than hold onto our own worldly desires and stay where it is comfortable and familiar. It is not worth the cost of missing him. Our first experience with this was back in 2002 when he led us to leave Arizona and move back to our home state of NJ. Then again in 2007 when he was speaking to us to leave NJ and venture to SC.
Now it is Belize, and this is out of our home country....We will be leaving all our comforts, extended family, familiar ways of living and even daily ways of life. We will be switching to washing our laundry by hand, living off solar power, and mainly off what we grow. Also, raising animals for milk, cheese and eggs. It's all worth it, if it means we are reaching and serving people for the Lord. This is our goal!
Yes, he most certainly uses people in their own countries and others he sends out. Apparently, we are some of those being sent out and not the first.
"Where he leads he guides and where he guides he provides". Someone quoted this recently and I do believe this is very true because he always has.
His word says he will never leave us or forsake us and he never has.
I stumbled across information on the web about Belize and felt the impression to research it further. After doing so, I contacted the person behind the information and with that it seemed the journey began.... This person is a married Christian with children, also led by God to purchase some property in Belize and set up off-grid living, as well as an orphanage. The funniest part is it lined up with what we believed God was showing us we might be doing in Costa Rica.
We began meeting with some good friends, Brooke and Rick Reed, who were also feeling the same about Costa Rica as we were. These meetings were to pray and see what God was saying to us about this. God has opened another door through another Christian and she offered us the opportunity to stay with her in Belize so she can take us around and help us find where God is leading us to exactly. God has done some amazing things, such as bringing people to buy things that we have been selling, who either know missionaries to Belize, are missionaries themselves or know missionaries. These things we have sold have not been through Christian websites.
God moved mountains so that Jason could get off the exact week we needed even though there was no availability on the vacation schedule. Someone actually made a mistake November of 2011 and put a driver for the night schedule in during the day schedule which freed up the exact week we needed Jason off. Even his supervisor said, "You must have been praying hard for this to happen.". Again the bidding for vacations were all done Nov. 2011 and the mistake had not been caught since that time.
We have found that when you totally trust in the Lord for your future and begin to follow his will for your life, it can be fun. It is like going on a treasure hunt. With every step we take of faith by his direction, he adds a piece to the puzzle and leads us to the next clue. We have been amazed at the impossible things that He has done for us since we started following his lead in 2002. Things happen that aren't coincidence. He is just awesome. If we worship him and spend our lives following him, instead of wasting time building the so called "American Dream", it will all be worth it. When you witness him putting things together for you, knowing he is thinking of you, everything else pales in comparison.
I think that one of the hardest parts for those in the Bible was when family and friends didn't understand why they were picking up and following Jesus. We must do what the faithful did and pray God helps those who don't understand, and brings them peace while we move forward to please our Father and do his will.
So let the journey begin.....
On August 5-12th we will be spying out the land and receiving a clearer picture of what property we should be on. We are not picking anything based on what we like the best, unless God gives us the choice. I will be posting pictures when we return. Our passports are waiting to be used for the first time.
Please pray for us as we need to know God's will and hear his voice clearly. If you feel led to help support us now or in the future, I will be figuring out how to post a link to the ministry who will be accepting funds for us and sending the full amount to us.
Please always pray for us for;
Protection, Direction, Provision, Revelation and whatever else you can think of..
Thank you and God Bless You,
Love, The Jeffers Family
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